I have caved. There's a First Response Early Result test sitting under my desk. I discussed taking an HPT with DH a few days ago, and he said "but the dr. said not to". Last year, DH said I should take one, but I waited. I know, it's only 2 days, but I'd like to have some idea of what the call will be. Wednesday is going to suck. Sitting here at work, being bored, just waiting for 12:30 so I can go home and wait some more. The nurse has been calling me at about 1PM this year. I guess I'd better leave her a message to call my cell phone and not my work number. I think I want to go ahead and test because the people on my boards have been doing so, varied results. And I'm seeing such sad stuff, betas that don't rise enough, people who lose twins at 22 weeks, etc. I should probably just stay away from message boards, but they're very addictive, plus the support is so nice.

So, do I take the HPT today or wait until tomorrow morning? I guess I'll wait. It's just one day before my beta, so it should be pretty accurate. I've felt good about this whole cycle until earlier today when I checked my CM. It's thin, like it usually is before AF, but there's some white in it, and it's usually just clear when AF is on the way. I wish I didn't worry about every little thing.

Here's the main thing I don't like about my clinic: the embryologists send a letter to let you know about the quality of the remaining embryos. That really upset me last year. I really think they should call people and tell them if they're able to freeze any or not. I'm assuming we didn't this year, just like we didn't last year. We should have had 5 left over, but the doctor seemed to think 3 might be abnormal. I don't know about the other two. When I fill out my evaulation this time, I'm going to complain about the lack of communication again. I called last year and got the bad news on the phone. At least I'm more prepared for it this time.