So...

In retrospect, I'm pretty sure I did everything wrong at my interview. Everything. I was not thrilled about going in the first place, and probably didn't jump up and down enough and tell them how thrilled and excited I was about the chance to work for them. And I'm also happy I didn't get an offer. It was pointless for me to go in and interview for the same job (practically) I had before. There's no way I should be considering an entry level position at a firm that size. Possibly and only if necessary, I could look at an administrative position at a top 5 firm. Anything else is just a big step back. I start feeling a bit desperate sometimes, but I know I shouldn't totally torpedo my career, even though it's not my top priority. Getting a job is my priority, so we can pay down debts and work on adoption. But it doesn't mean I have to make coffee and order office supplies if I don't want to.