We're probably not going to the adoption fair tomorrow. G and I talked last night and he said he doesn't know how we can, moneywise. I mentioned adoption tax credits, but he's right, for now. We've got to pay debts. I also told him that some companies have adoption assistance--hopefully I can get a job with one of those. Mom and Dad will be glad to help, too, but I will feel better about everything when I have more stable employment. I'm sad though, and depressed about job prospects.

I saw something that looked great on Monster.com the other day and applied for it. I asked V. in my office if she knew anyone with the company, and she did, but it turns out that lady is with one of the businesses, not the corporate office, which is where the job would be. I'm going to check with N., the former owner of our company, he knows lots of people, and could possibly know someone there.