I still can't make the entries stop disappearing. I've tried the things Blogger suggests in the Help screens, but they don't seem to help. Ah, well.

I had my baseline ultrasound and E2 (estrogen level) tests yesterday. Yvonne, the nurse, called and said my E2 was good (low) which actually surprised her because she said I had a big cyst on my right ovary. She said it was clear and will go away, so they had me go on and cut my lupron and start my Gonal-F and Repronex last night. They went pretty smoothly, the Gonal-F doesn't sting like the Follistim did, but the Repronex hurt some. Come to think of it, it may have actually been the one that stung me last year.

Freaking out over job!!! My one local boss who is still a partner has been behind closed doors a large portion of the last week and a half, either on the phone or meeting with my other local boss, who sold her portion of the business a couple of months ago. I have a feeling, with no reason to think this, that he is also going to sell his portion and retire or partially retire. He celebrated his 65th birthday this year, and a good friend of his died recently and I'm just wondering if that's what's going on. If that's the case there'll probably be no division, and in fact no local office. I've been wanting to talk to him about it but then he brought something up about one of our (defunct) shows today, and I asked him about the other one we have planned. He seemed to think we were going ahead. I just don't know what to do. I HAVE to make more money, but hate to be looking for a job while trying to get/ or being pregnant. I had planned to ask for a raise a couple of months ago, but never did as we hadn't gotten anywhere with TV recently. I guess I need to send out a bunch of resumes in the next week or so. Of course, I'm not going to be able to interview on the days I have retrieval and transfer. I'm counting chickens, now, I know. Of course, the best thing would be to get an interview and take a job between transfer and finding out that I'm pregnant. That way, I wouldn't have to tell anyone I was pregnant because I wouldn't know. Then I wouldn't have to withhold information. Here's hoping I improve my situation soon!