I feel pretty fortunate. I told my boss on Thursday that we were doing this (IVF) again. I'd had some concerns because of how it might affect a shooting schedule if we get working on a TV show again. But unless we start working on the horse racing show, it probably won't happen that quickly, because no one's made any sales calls yet for the local show. At any rate, he said we'd work around it. He's very family-oriented and has a lot of kids himself. On one of the message boards I keep up with, some of the ladies haven't been getting much cooperation or sympathy from the offices where they work, and some of them work with doctors and/or are nurses! Of course, I've taken one sick day in the 2 years I've been here, and still have most of my vacation left this year, so no one should have a problem. Of course, if our administration director knew, she might not be as sympathetic, since I can't give 2 weeks notice, but, I'm not telling anyone at that office.

I seem to be having some symptoms from the birth control pills that I don't remember from taking them before (they're the same brand, Ovcon 35, that I used to take to control excess facial hair). I've spotted a little and my head seems a bit fuzzy. Of course, I've been a total hypochondriac lately, and have been thinking I have ALS or MS or something like that prior to the pills. Nerves have been jumping around my body, mainly in my foot. That's probably from my new sandals. My head feels like its crawling sometimes (like it did the couple of times I tried diet pills-- I quit them pretty quickly after that), which is probably due to allergies. And the fuzziness is probably from the BCPs or just being me. It's all probably partly sublimation, too, since I'm so bored at work, and want to make more money, but am hesitant to really launch another job search. I keep thinking about getting back into radio, but I know that would just be the easy route. Doing a morning show or middays would be good with having a baby, though.